The following are parts of two songs that have taken one a completely different meaning in my life as of late they are Simple Plan's "Perfect" and Mariah Carey's "Hero ( Read more... )

So life has gotten better. I feel as if I have a handle on this whole situation. My mom sent me a letter that made me ball but I think everything is cool and my parents keep reassuring me that they still love me and we can have normal conversations. I'm still addicted to Rent! it seems to be how I get my feelings out. Singing is actually how I ( Read more... )

Well...today was better. My classes went well, I made a B on my first French quiz. I think I may have made the same on my second one. I made a B+ on my first journal entry in English. And I am still in love with my professor. I'm still upset about the whole coming out thing. I'm upset because it wasn't my choice, I'm upset because my parents ( Read more... )

This really hit me hard ( Read more... )

For those of you who have not heard, I am now out to my parents. It wasn't pretty by no means. My mom thinks there is something wrong with my head and thinks I need counceling but she still loves me. My dad says I'm going to hell but again he still loves me. Kind of funny since I don't make it a habit to tell people that I love that they are ( Read more... )

OK here is my conclusion of last night: I am a great person, damn it! I sat up and talked to Jackie for an hour and this subject came up. I feel like that I am a wonderful friend, willing to listen, and give advice when needed. I feel like I fall for people who have a lot of baggage. I do this because I want them to have someone to talk to and ( Read more... )

I have to say that I am reading a book for class that I actually like!!!! It is called "If On a Winter's Night a Traveler" by Italo Calvino. It's amazing; it takes a little while to get into but once you do it is awesome. Go out and buy it! So anyways, I'm bored again so I'm updating again. Every things ok I guess. I'm going out tonight with ( Read more... )

I don't really know what has possessed me to make this entry. I'm just kind of bored and looking for something to do. I guess I could update you guys on my first couple weeks back here at UNCG. I have to say I enjoyed being a freshman a lot better. Everything was new, to people being completely open with whom they are and having no fear to the ( Read more... )

Well it's my first entry in this new journal. I have a lot to catch people up on but most is not relevent at this moment so I will not bore you. The guy that I was talking about in my previous journal, Kirk, is still here. I still like, but I'm still not sure that he likes me. In fact I'm pretty sure that he doesn't. I just got of the phone ( Read more... )