*clutches* o_o; Samantha finally got to her then ne? Or Kelley finally lost her self control? :/ *pulls into bubble* You are a strong person Ali you really are. Guess we'll have to bump up our moving plans a bit nee? :< Don't worry, you can do it Ali. Hang in there Poppy. *loves*
To be honest, I could see myself being very pissed off about this entry, but I'm not going to be. I'm just going to let it go, regardless of how much you hate me acting like everything is okay. I know everything is not 100% okay. I know the people in this house are all fucked up and I'm changing, but you know what, it's just me getting a life and making myself happy and for once in my life putting myself before other people. People ALWAYS told me I need to do that.. I never did it because I didn't want to be self-centered, I didn't want to be left behind, I didn't want people to think I was a cold-hearted bitch. But then I realized, even if some people may think that, just showing that I can let go of things and grow up and just accept the way people are around me, I lose the people I didn't need and keep the people who really do care about me. It's a life-altering experience, which I KNOW that you know. It may seem like I'm leaving everyone behind, but honestly I'm just trying to live my life and be happy while I can be. I know
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There was a lot more I wanted to say but I lost my train of thought and can't remember it anymore :[
Mostly to sum it up I was gonna say something along the lines of me not being pissed because he didn't take me to the laundromat, it was mostly because he told me he really wanted to sit down and talk to me and he didn't. I could wait 15 hours to do laundry, and honestly I didn't think I would have had the time to do it last night. Now that I actually know how to do my laundry, I'll do it more often. It's kind of hard to do it when you don't know how :) so I'm sorry that was my sorry ass excuse.
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Everyone here misses you like crazy. =/
Stevo even asked me about you
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Mostly to sum it up I was gonna say something along the lines of me not being pissed because he didn't take me to the laundromat, it was mostly because he told me he really wanted to sit down and talk to me and he didn't. I could wait 15 hours to do laundry, and honestly I didn't think I would have had the time to do it last night. Now that I actually know how to do my laundry, I'll do it more often. It's kind of hard to do it when you don't know how :) so I'm sorry that was my sorry ass excuse.
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