whoa. so it's been what?...2 years since i've last updated. deeeeng. that's a long time. A LOT has happened since then. i'm glad no one really uses livejournal anymore. a more private place for my thoughts...since someone still reads my xanga...i'm done with it! so this page doesn't look the way it did when i left it...so i put my favorite ( Read more... )

WOW! i haven't used this thing in sooo loooong. in fact, i already forgot how i stumbled across it! how odd. i think i'll start using it again. looks fuuuuun! :]

WHOA...haven't been here in a while.
this thing is under construction.

this is the shittiest day this
week/month/year
 has ever shitted.
i despise my father.
i miss you teejay
and i’m sorry.

A LOT has happened.

yah so I typed out this really really long blog with pictures and everything from the passed few days…weeks. And it deleted so SCREW IT…later again.

right now i'm craving a blueberry muffin and mangoes and ice cream...
oh well.
YAY...it's the weekend.

whenever i go to the library…they never have what i need.
i don’t know how I’m feeling anymore
i think i over-analyzed things but missed a lot of things i shouldn't have.
clues that make me feel uncertain.
clues that make me feel unworthy.
i don’t know anymore.
how am I supposed to know?!
how am I supposed to know?!

i can’t explain it!!!
even after all that has happened…
i am soooooooooo happy!!!
why?!
i...’m not sure!

he’s so cute!<333

A LOT has happened…nothing I want to talk about.
except for those Japanese girls that came to our school…
and irene and kezia’s birthdays which has come and gone…
and mona’s birthday coming up!  how exciting!...finally gonna be 16!
and confirmation on monday was pretty fun for once.
I’m still scared of that man I call my father.
supernatural ( Read more... )

I want a build-a-bear now…freaking los!!!
I watched coyote ugly yesterday…adam garcia, he’s cute!
his accent gets me! haha.

oh yah…last night I could not sleep…so I looked out my window (like every night)
but there ( Read more... )