He loved her completely. Even when she was ignorning his ass. Even when she was fucking someone else and calling him up to tell him how good it was. After long periods of writing her letters, calling her, and getting humiliated, he started to hte her. He started to get in a lot of fights. He spent a lot of time alone. He worked overtime so he would ( Read more... )

1)So here's my story, one more time. With fast beats and words that rhyme. Once again the same old song and dance. Same old story of failed romance. From 3 hours to three thousand miles, lots of words. Lots of smiles, bullshit promises, broken dreams. Don't you see that you lied to me? It's your fault, no one else. You can blame me, just not to ( Read more... )

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New man show is a waist. i like porn and chicken. digital cable almost up. i need somthing to make a website for. maybe rollins cause he is a punk rock roaster like "sid" aka "sid". dave you should laugh cause i tell you too.

just an update...

Ok so i just watched another rollins bit. the last chapter was real depressing. it was the same old story told with a new light. now its late at night and its fucking with my head. makes me feel almost guilty. i feel guilty for being 17 and not accomplishing any of my goals. i feel guilty of being 17 and not having anyone with me. i feel guilty ( Read more... )

It's late at night, I'm in my room. I'm missing you, don't know what to do. I've paced the halls, I've stared at walls, endlessly hoping for you to call. I'll never forget the look in your eye, how much it hurt to say good-bye. A blank expression across your face, bitter memories that can't be erased. 8:15- rise and shine Face the day- with one eye ( Read more... )

Yeah so work is getting a little better. i am not sleeping but its ok. dave and danielle are sapose to come over in a little while. work is like school almost. i found this great new band call throwdown listen to them you will like them. they are edge and its not gay cause they are tuff and can kick your ass. not really. that comment is for kyle ( Read more... )

So my life has fallen apart this summer. my family has fallen apart my kids are gone i am not in a band anymore. the only thing i got going for me is this fucking job that is wearing the shit out of me. i dont know how i can get there at 3 when i got school and shit. atleast i got to see throwdown and left over crack. two of my favorite bands of ( Read more... )

POURED OUT

I Poured myself out:
I am the empty cup
My hope has died away
And my tolerance faded.

How can I keep Stability
On such shaky ground?
Prayers that a smile will flag me down.

Sadly I've learned there's no truth in comfort;
Well-being stems not from love.
Anguish proves to be my only means of solace,
Yet I want to be held by anyone,
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