It isnt a goodbye forever. Though sometimes I wish it was. Only a four day goodbye. Emotions are best expressed when saying goodbye. Because everyone has that fear, whether they will admit it or not, that it is the last goodbye. The end for good. Thinking back, I remember my goodbyes. Before I moved, a few were solemn. And a few...were painful. ( Read more... )

Alright. This entry was going to be happier but now im pissed. Apparently I cussed a girl out that i havent talked to in weeks. Very stupid. I hate rumors. and I hate the people who think that they are tough shit because they start them. If you start rumors, you know who you are. So grow up. Alright, done venting. Yea so I went out and bought a PS2 ( Read more... )

Now Im waiting for an answer. I dont know when it will come. But I hope it will come soon. Very soon. Work was long today. Mostly spent it thinking about Renee. She and Jarin broke up and i didnt like her being upset. So i was sad that i couldnt leave work to cheer her up. I was lookin at green day lyrics and i saw this one. It is a song i havent ( Read more... )

Tinted Windows and New Speakers so far. :)

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Hey kids whatsup. Not alot here. Got new speakers installed in my door. Sony Xplode. They are good. But not alot o bass. I knew they wouldnt be pumpin out that much. Yea, work today wasnt that bad. I closed and Saba came in to hit some balls. So i went down and laughed and hit one. I realized that I am pretty damn good. Lol. So tomorrow i am going ( Read more... )

So far today has been pretty good. :) I went and saw Renee for a long time. It was good to spend time with her alone. I finally have accepted the fact that she and Jarin are happy so. Good for them. :) I hope he treats her good cuz if he doesnt im going to beat some ass. I am bored right now, waitin for Tonya to get back from the dentist. Then I ( Read more... )

It is done. I am officially a High School Graduate. I just got my diploma and I dont think it has sunk in yet. But yea its great. Tomorrow I am going to hopefully go see Tonya (not you dees) :) lol. Dunno what I am going to do with her but it will be fun. Then I will go see Renee and maybe swim with her or something. Im in a great mood. I am just ( Read more... )

Tonight was grand. I went to see Renee and thats always good. Then i went out to Up The Creek for dinner. My canadian Uncle who is obsessed with cows was hittin on the waitress. He kept asking for sugar and she was confused. haha he was trying to hold her hands too. Crazy stuff. Yea so I just got off the phone with Renee and I really miss her. ( Read more... )

Ouch. Yea im hurting, and its basically a completely legit statement cuz im hurt emotionally and physically. I was down at the pool today and got sunburned all over. And then just now Renee hurt me pretty damn bad. She called to tell me she was sorry and she didnt mean it. But just because she didnt mean it and is sorry, doesnt mean i wont hurt. ( Read more... )

Ear still is broken. I have gotten used to it though. I'm tired even though i slept till Noon. Just got home from hangin with Will. He checked out my car and approved. We found out his windows are tinted so now he wants to take it off. haha. I dont know when I am going to tint my windows cuz everywhere i have called is expensive. Lame. I didnt get ( Read more... )