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[thecurexx]

life's been getting better, slowly. After christmas im going to ny with my sister for 11days and i cannot wait. Its going to be snowing and everything, hopefully it will be a lovely experience :) and then starting the end of january i will be a full time student and hopefully getting my shit together finally. This whole past thing is just killing

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[natalie_kendall]

what days are you going exactly?! i'm going to be in ny from the 26th to the 31st

[thecurexx]

im going january 6th till the 17th. i'm excited, cause i've never been :) & i heard you either love ny or hate it, or thats what my dad says. but ill probably love it, especially if its snowing :pyeee

[natalie_kendall]

oh awesome. yeah you'll probably love it. it's my favorite place in all of the US and i caaaaan't wait to call it home in a few months. have fun :)

[thecurexx]

yeah i'll probably never want to leave ha. I heard its snowing alot too :) i'm getting anxious.

but thankyou
have a wonderful xmas
&happy newyear.<3

[f_poop]

i know exactly what you mean.
i hate being alone....but i've been holding on to the same feeling for the past 2 years and im just now realizing how much damage i've caused myself by not letting go sooner.
it sucks when you know you could be that person, and you know that person is the right person for you....but in their eyes, for whatever reason, they don't see what you see.
the best thing to do is just try not to think about them at all.
and work. thats what im doing.
it seems to be working, for now.
<3

[thecurexx]

yeah this year has just been horrible and i need to forget about everything in the past and just live for the moment. i think to much too, which doesnt help but i just believe if its meant to be it will be and for now im just gonna have to move on..and not think about anything but school and hopefully a job soon if i can fucking get one, its been so hard lately its bullllshit hehe buttt i cannot wait for fucking tao, it will probably be the highlight of this awful year and a beginning of a new good year. :)[hopefully]
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[f_poop]

yayayay! only 10 mo' dayz til tao! its gona be so much fun <333
BUHHH-BYE shitty 2008! :D

[thecurexx]

ahhhh cannnot wait :p
finalllyyyyy