Jake, its Nicole Pannone. I have read everything you have been writing and it's beautiful. You have such a way with words and I cry every time I read your journal. I hope you are doing ok.
yeah, i'm holding up a lot better than everyone else. much to my surprise, i haven't cried. i keep wondering if there's something wrong with me. it feel a little disrespectful almost not to shed a tear over a death of a loved one but maybe i'm seeing it differently than anyone else. i'm seeing it as a blessing for her in a sense that yes, she is leaving all the joys that she has become used to in this world but perhaps a much more paradisical realm awaits her and i'm happy for her. if that didn't make a lot of sense, i don't blame you.
I give my condolensceshematite_loveNovember 22 2004, 21:24:30 UTC
I'm beginning to feel very confused as to my reactions to the event of kayla's death. I had a moment of silence for her, but then it passed. I feel bad that I'm not sad for her. I'm sorry for her parents loss and the burden it has brought on those who loved her, but maybe she is in a better place now. I say "celebrate!!" not that she's gone, but that she's free from suffering. that's just how i'm used to handling these issues. I didn't know her that well. I just went to school with her since 2nd grade. Everyone should have a shot in kayla's name. She'll live on in our hearts forever.
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I have read everything you have been writing and it's beautiful. You have such a way with words and I cry every time I read your journal. I hope you are doing ok.
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