God damnit ( Read more... )

So last night I had way too much going in my head at one time. An there was this one bit that just kept popping back up, so I wrote it. And it all went from there... I guess I should publish it cause it's bugging me even more now that it's written ( Read more... )

Yep ( Read more... )

I'm so lost right now, it's not even funny ( Read more... )

I was re-reading my previous posts. And some of em are kinda.... Eh, well I dunno. Maybe I'm just stoned. But I relized that if they arn't read properly, then you don't get what I'm sayin. So... I'll explain it simply.
Every time I press the enter bar, I have a new thought.

I'm so much more lost than I thought I was ( Read more... )

Eighteen...
In only three days.
I can't believe I've survived this long.
I feel like it's all hopeless.
I really have nothing.
Drugs.
Family.
Friends.
Thats what I have.
I never see my family.
And when I'm with my friends, we're doing drugs.
What kind of life do I have?

And it bothers me ( Read more... )

It's been 5 months and 10 days since I've been to, what I consider, a party.
Help me.
I need it.
I want it.
I crave it.
Party me hardy.

"You always are there, or try to be, for everyone, every day all the day. You always find a way to push through, even when all seams lost. You are loyal as fucking hell. I can trust you with anything, my life, my rum, my all. You always try to give... even when you have nothing to offer, you still try. You give what you can, make the best out of ( Read more... )