Im out driving around.

Call if you want to do anything.

Which means im going to be driving around till i come home and go to bed.

blah

...Finding the answers is not whats needed.

Asking the questions is whats important.

WHY CANT I SLEEP

Actually it may be the coffee?

ok...so that came at a really freaky time.....

I drove tonight as time melted together. The miniutes seconds and hours waited, waited for my mind to stop racing.

I cant help but be lost in thought.

Thinking of....

eh...Im not sure about this.

One part says you will never know if you try...

the other says you already know what will happen if you do try.

I need guidence on how I should procede

Because I feel blind in a rainstorm

jesica and Chelsea are freaking hotrt....er... Awsome.

Today was interesting/fun

IM craxy beothces!

....I don't think my life has purpose?

Im just existing

Grrr so im super pissed at myself right now. Dan brought in one of his Men's fitness magazines so I took it home for pointers ( Read more... )

(deep breath)........

BORED!!!

Im so freaking bored

No one ever calls me to do anything

I have no life

Someone shoot me

On a good note my Dad may want me to work with him doing a computer model rendering system. Unfortinetly that means id have to quit torminas.

On a another note I havent been to a church sevice in forever.

Im sick of it

Im a nice guy

I want everyone to get along

I try to work hard

I want some freaking respect. If I don't get that I don't see any reason why I need to stay. I can go out and find something alot better.

I don't think I deserve it.