i need to leev and just think i wana go to sc and just it and think. i feel like shes not mine any more, like i have ot share her. but i want her love to be just mine i cant stand the thought of her being with anther person or wanting to date some one elce, but i know thats not what this is all about, going out and seeeing other people. she just ( Read more... )

canada is awesome, were still here were leeving tomarrow morning we are gona be home some time on sunday, and then i go to sleep and then i get up at 6 on monday and drive to tahoe to go to north star to go riding and do some climbing it should be awesome!!!. but i had so much fun here i rode monday- thursday and had the time of my life!!!!!!! i ( Read more... )

i havent up dated in a wile but were im bc canada mountain biking. its the bes thing in the world its like 10 time better than thoe. its only the second day of riding and i already have hert about 6 different body party i hit my balls so hard i could barley walk for like 10 mins, so its pritty hard to walk. im having the time of the life up here ( Read more... )

im sorry if i make you frusrtated with every thing i dont meen to. im just loocking for an answere were there isint one, time will pass and i will be fine. i understand how it has to be, and its for better. i love you with all my heart<333

i wana be able to say i love you, i wana be able to hold her in my arms like i mean it, i wana be able to look into her eyes and know shes mine. i wana wana share my life with her, i wana know she loves me. it dosent matter how short of a time we'd have id give up anything to spend it with her. if you dont feel the same way tell me and i wont say ( Read more... )

the originals were better!!!!

well today is my birthday. im 18. go me

i dnt realy know what to say, i dont realy know what to feel. it all just seems hope less

it cirtenly dosent get eser with time, it just make it worse because you have more time to think about it and its sets in. and you think y!

i dont kno wwhat to do she dosent now what to do, but we still love each other so it dosent make any sence. it may be a lost cause but i want to hold on ot what we have for as long as i can! <333