Looking back I'm off the tracks ( Read more... )

the silence is so still and thick and i hear the black noise pounding in my head
i feel that cigarette clogging up my lungs
thicken, thicken
the sinew is getting harder to cut
you scream at me in the smallest of ways
identity crisis hits at a young age
do people ever really change at their core?

walking, jamming. i see you all the sudden walking in front of me. a little bit of the panic. i stop behind the tree, turn my music down, and breathe. breathe and breathe. that is the old and this is the new. vincit quae se vincit. begin on the path again. reach down into my throat and pull out my voice...begin to yell your name. you turn, smiling ( Read more... )

it's funny when you think you completely know someone and their actions dictate otherwise ( Read more... )

how can you fight an idea ( Read more... )

every single line reminds me of you...

( samson )

feeling really volatile tonight. i feel like i haven't slept in a week..every night is a fitful wrestle with myself. i wake up more tired and despondent than the night before. then i work with the beautiful kids and feel ok...come back and feel overwhelmed completely once again ( Read more... )

while i was sitting next to the pool today, repeatedly being splashed and laughing with the kids, brandon came up and just randomly asked "we all die someday, right? and mothers and papas die first?" it was one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen...i can't even describe it. his precious little face and that voice that just kills asking ( Read more... )

time is the great healer,
vanity-taker,
truth-teller.

i want someone to run outside in the rain with and kiss and love...
i have so much love to give...