"Help Me, I'm Hungry"- Nirvana

Until my tensions
Feed me, I'm fucking hungry
Degrade me
I want my gun back
Like the fucking resume
Experience credentials
Experience the process
People freaking every day
White lights
Sitting inside
And you get sicker than another little pecker
Than a
Blasphemy
Hold me, I'm so pathetic
And study, all the sudden
Baby, suddenly ( Read more... )

Some Strange Questions

1. Something purple within 5 feet of you?
this glass cup is kinda purple, I guess

2. The sexiest item of clothing you own?
my dementia boots, haha...

3. Your nails were last painted:
sometime within the past 6 months

4. The weirdest thing you've ever heated in the microwave?
a lightbulb

5. How much Japanese do you know?
some

6. Do you ( Read more... )

"Solitude"- Jerry Cantrell

There's no out, downside up for good
No light, reflection understood
Had to try, perversion satisfied
Insane...so, I indulge the beast awhile

When hurting yourself feels right
And there's nothing familiar in sight
Take the time to pull the weeds
Choking flowers in your life

Or seal your doom
Cold transparent blue
Locked ( Read more... )

"It Doesn't Matter"- Alison Krauss & Union Station

It doesn't matter what i want
It doesn't matter what i need
It doesn't matter if i cry
Don't matter if i bleed
You've been on a road
Don't know where it goes or where it leads

It doesn't matter what i want
It doesn't matter what i need
If you've made up your mind to go
I won't beg you to stay
You've been in a ( Read more... )

"Crashing Around You"- Machine Head

I am your nightmares, true scares
That dream when you can't stop from falling
Can't fight, can't run
Can't stop the person you've become

I am your heartbreaks, mistakes
That place inside your hate
I am that shadow following every move, reminding you
That it's never good enough, never good enough
Even though you'll try and ( Read more... )

:: Honestly, where are you now?
My grandparent's house

:: Honestly, have you ever failed a subject in high school?
yes

:: Honestly, what's on your mind?
plans for the next couple of days...

:: Honestly, what is it that you really should be doing right now?
I guess I could be doing something productive...I'm done for the day though. I finished wrapping ( Read more... )

In 2005 I...

{X} broke a promise
{X} made a new best friend
{} fallen in love/was in love
{} fallen out of love
{} done something you swore never to do
{X} lied
{} stole
{X} went behind your parents back
{X} cried over a broken heart
{X} dissapointed someone close
{X} hidden a secret
{X} pretended to be happy
{} got arrested
{} kissed in the rain
{X} slept under ( Read more... )

"Triumph over Time Part 1: Tomorrow's Shadow is Yesterday's Black Poison"

You stood there screaming riddles into the mirror
As your eyes shot and killed your cerebral logic
That person on the other side places the dagger in your hands
Before you blink, down the drain falls all the plans you made before...

Before they could catch you, before they could ( Read more... )

As I sat here earlier, debating with myself whether sleep would be a good idea or not, I got this....feeling.

Gut instincts are not good for me.

It's that feeling that something is about to change.. what, I do not know. Change can be good...or so, it's said. For me, I don't have a fear of change, but I do loathe it because in the end change always ( Read more... )

In its early stages, insomnia is almost an oasis in which those who have to think or suffer darkly take refuge.  ~Colette

I think I was bit by something in my arm last night while I was sleeping. I've felt sick all day and been quite more tired than usual...not to mention the whole thirst issue and that dizzy feeling anytime I try to eat or ( Read more... )