"Where's my jacket?"

This isn't going to be lengthy or say what I want it to, because I gave my word I would refrain until the proper moment presented itself.

With that said, I can tell you this much: the next time I update this I will disclose everything hidden inside this fucked up head of mine. So, if there's any questions you're still asking yourself when the time ( Read more... )

I fall when I try to stand
I bite at every helping hand
My master, I'm at your command
All I ask is to be buried in hollow land

I'm a bastard with a cold and empty heart
Full of remorse, I cry for you and fall apart
I just beg you to beckon what it is you want from me
Because I'm losing touch of what thoughts really mean
~~~

Well...Off I decend yet again. ( Read more... )

Alright..

It's time for my own New Rules everybody! Come on...

New Rule:
No more profile pictures of you and your lover kissing. I'm going through display pictures trying to find out who these individuals are, and all I see is the side of their face tongue fucking their signifgant other's mouth on the screen. I get it, you want to show your love for ( Read more... )

"Mad World"- Gary Jules

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places - worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere - going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression - no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow - no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Justin!

It's a finer day in my humble opinion, but probably only in my opinion. I just vent and get things out of my head, and leave them alone...most of the time. It's when others read something and focus on it and start hounding me about it that I can't just say something anymore without having my words thrown back at me. In other ( Read more... )

"If you board the wrong train, it is no use running along the corridor in the
other direction"
      - Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Celtic dreams play over and over in my head while my eyes stare at and through the window pane..Morning is only a blink away, but it's failed to matter anymore. Depression used to be definable, but this void that stems from the ( Read more... )

"2 A.M. and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to"

"Shed Some Light"- Shinedown
I'm falling apart again
And I can't find a way to make amends
And I'm looking in both directions
But it's make believe, it's all pretend

So...
Shed some light on me
And hold me up in ( Read more... )

I miss my childhood

Ignorance is bliss
Teenage Angst is pathetic
Adulthood is a bore
You live, you love, you suffer, you die
Welcome to Life.

Through every mirror, I find darkness dwelling
Through every window I see only pain reflected through a dim-lit room
Overlooking ourselves and trying to persuade the future to make it easier on us
Through every moment ( Read more... )

"Midnight Adieu"

He said "I've got to be honest with you
This should never have been
These feelings I should have for you
Don't have a root from which to stem

Kiss the moon and the stars goodbye for me
I'm going to a place where even they won't shine
For it was a mistake for me to let this be
How did I ever allow myself to call you mine?

The more I got to ( Read more... )