In a flash, as he stood half-through the swinging doors, Dish's whole conception of woman changed; it was as if lightning had struck, burning his old notions to a crisp in one instant. Nothing was going to be as he imagined it--maybe nothing ever would again. He strted to go back out the door, so he could at least go off and adjust to his new life ( Read more... )

I am in a really horrible/shitty mood, and the shitty thing is I know exactly what I need to do to get myself out of this mood. It would actually probably fix everything wrong in my life at the moment. I might actually experience happiness for the first time since I can remember. I may appear/say that I am happy, or that I am fine, but really I am ( Read more... )

So I am missing a time of my life that I like to call 2004. I like to think of that year as the best year of my life. I was introduce, and re introduced to some of the most important people of my life ( Read more... )

I have been a miner for a heart of gold. I keep on searchin for a heart of gold, and im getting old.

Right now I am sitting in my living room in my pajamas smoking a cigar talking to one my best friends, and listening to some really good music. The only possible thing that could make this better is if I had a girl that could enjoy this with me. I was about to get into a really somber mood, but this song came on from my iTunes from a gospel c.d ( Read more... )

I officially just took out the absolute last of my money from my college fund to get my brother in law out of jail. If I didnt pay this he was gonna have to be there for like 6 months or some shit. I am so fucking depressed right now.

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a friends blog. I replied then "james" replied to me then I replied to him

As I sit here watching the smoke circle around my glass of brandy I realize that I am ready for something new. It does not matter what as long as it is something that is not what I usually do ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a good nap, and I immediately had the smell of levi garrett in my nose even though I have none so I think its time to take a walk and pick some up during the walk. I wish brandon was around.

I am just updating so you all can see my new default user pic.

Thanks Joey.