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Do you ever stop and think that all *this* doesn't really matter. classes, school, worrying about what people think of you- worrying about stupid petty things? I sometimes get jealous of people who appear so content with life, and who they are. But then I stop and think about it and those are the people who have stopped dreaming, who have accepted this world for what it's worth and aren't looking for that other place, "that palace of winds" where love exists in a burning heat and people never say common place things- and no one thinks your dreams are silly, and you can close your eyes and see everyone you ever loved and they are there with you, they love you too. Does this sound like I'm on drugs?
You know that dance on friday? No one was dancing at the beginning except Kristina and Me. Yeah totally sober dancing likle lunatics whilst everyone sat around sipping beer and looking cool. We looked like dorks. hehe. I just recently learned that dork means whale penis. So now I can't call anyone a dork anymore. I still don't wanna think that whales actually have penises(sp) haha I am a silly girl its so funny to type that word.
HAHA someone just asked me to turn my music down. Geeps. Its good music. I'm just trying to share some good music with some people who really listen to crappy hip hop. C'mon Oasis is awesome expecially played with Beatles. Then you can compare them...ehhh yeah I do that. I love music. I love to sing. One day I'm gonna be a rockstar, and then I will sing about anything but ordinary things.
"nobody seems to remember that life is a game we play"
I can't wait to go home ( I know!!) I can't wait to just sit with my cats in front of the fire, or work on my book, or play in the snow. Alice is going back to South Africa, :( BUt she is going to bring me back jellytots. Yay. I wish I coudl go home to SA- but then I think it will just make me hurt more and write sad soppy poetry and cry lots and lots. Laurel said I was emo the other day. Thats so funny. Why do people use silly labels nowadays. There are so many people who deliberately label themselves. well I have to run off to a candlelight ceremony now. ciao peeps
a post from over 3 years ago.... I was a happy skinny, nice girl who had just experience her first kiss. :) Now I am too skinny, with big wide sad green eyes and a bit of a sarcastic attitude about life. I need to become who I used to be. ( I still actually say 'Geeps' occasionally)
I was looking over old entries. Becky remember doing make-up with Alla in Young?? I had a post about that.
I think I am going to make a consicous choice to go back to the flakey girl I used to be and say "yayness" a lot.
In other news my IPOD is arriving tomorrow. My cute green coat arrived yesterday. I was bad and spent 330 on a coat (oops - pink cheeks) Well I earned the money so it okay. The Ipod is a christmas present
You know that dance on friday? No one was dancing at the beginning except Kristina and Me. Yeah totally sober dancing likle lunatics whilst everyone sat around sipping beer and looking cool. We looked like dorks. hehe. I just recently learned that dork means whale penis. So now I can't call anyone a dork anymore. I still don't wanna think that whales actually have penises(sp) haha I am a silly girl its so funny to type that word.
HAHA someone just asked me to turn my music down. Geeps. Its good music. I'm just trying to share some good music with some people who really listen to crappy hip hop. C'mon Oasis is awesome expecially played with Beatles. Then you can compare them...ehhh yeah I do that. I love music. I love to sing. One day I'm gonna be a rockstar, and then I will sing about anything but ordinary things.
"nobody seems to remember that life is a game we play"
I can't wait to go home ( I know!!) I can't wait to just sit with my cats in front of the fire, or work on my book, or play in the snow. Alice is going back to South Africa, :( BUt she is going to bring me back jellytots. Yay. I wish I coudl go home to SA- but then I think it will just make me hurt more and write sad soppy poetry and cry lots and lots. Laurel said I was emo the other day. Thats so funny. Why do people use silly labels nowadays. There are so many people who deliberately label themselves. well I have to run off to a candlelight ceremony now. ciao peeps
a post from over 3 years ago.... I was a happy skinny, nice girl who had just experience her first kiss. :) Now I am too skinny, with big wide sad green eyes and a bit of a sarcastic attitude about life. I need to become who I used to be. ( I still actually say 'Geeps' occasionally)
I was looking over old entries. Becky remember doing make-up with Alla in Young?? I had a post about that.
I think I am going to make a consicous choice to go back to the flakey girl I used to be and say "yayness" a lot.
In other news my IPOD is arriving tomorrow. My cute green coat arrived yesterday. I was bad and spent 330 on a coat (oops - pink cheeks) Well I earned the money so it okay. The Ipod is a christmas present