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[thedevilduckie]

I guess I should start writing again. It is a good way to unload all the restless thoughts that keep me awake. Right now I am in a weird place. My flatmates are all gone for a few days, and I have time off work, so I have too much time to ponder things. I havent been able to sleep well too since someone tried to break into the flat. Now we have

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[guyinahat]

The buzzing late at night is probably the homeless dude sleeping in the stairwell. The tactic is to buzz everyone in the building and usually in the confusion somebody opens up (I had it in my last flat). Your best bet is probably to put a notice up warning everyone so they're more careful who they let in. That or call the local police station and get them to move the guy on. We ended up having dirty needles left in the stairwell before we got it sorted out - best not to wait that long.

As for that song, I know exactly what you mean. The despair is between encounters with someone who pushes the pulse. The danger is to get worn down by the waiting and settle for mediocrity. Mediocrity is a slow and numbing death though, sometimes taking years to gradually kill the spirit. Don't lose faith.