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[theditzyone]

im trying soo hard to and i think im doing a good job ^_^ but i cant help but feel so down

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[psycoticmonkey1]

hey i no i just kinda met every 1 but right after i met every 1 every got along great n all of a sudden Bang it was like geting hit by a bus every 1 started fighting n all this shit started to happen n now ur all depressed all the time u shouldnt b i no things are shitty right now they r 4 alot of ppl right now umm i dont care if u hate this but if u ever need some where to stay or to tlk to ot u just wanna hang out gimmie a call if u dont have my @ nemore it 2554568 but neways y is ur breastal area burnt were u laying around outside naked again wut did i tell u about taht chezzzz well i g2g later

[theditzyone]

yea i know i can always call you and other ppl i dont know why i dont. i guess because to be honest i feel completely unwanted and dont want to impose on anymore lives u know? i mean im so close to breaking. i kinda just want...i dont mean to sound selfish but i just want...someone to be with me all the time and to hug me and someone to just look at me once and know somthings wrong. i just want someone. i mean i know i have friends. i love all of the ppl im close to, but i just want...i dont know how to explain it. i guess i just want someone to stablize me. sry if im being a lame ass i know u dont need me to dump my feelings on u

[psycoticmonkey1]

o ya dont call past 11 or ill get in trouble so ya love u klee later

[shanainai]

I am with you all the way. About going back to the way it used to be. Now when I look back, I feel like it was a dream, that is just out of my reach, and with every passing day it gets farther and farther away. Now adays everything is pilling on, and eventally I am going to fall, and all the plates are going to come crashing down on top of me{sorry, Jessica know what i mean when I say plates.} I still hold on to the hope that every thing will get better. But the hope gets smaller and smaller each minute. I feel like I am in one of those dreams that you see on t.v where they run after there goal and it keeps getting farther and farther away.

Hey Its raining I think I might go sit out and watch, it helps clear my mind.

[theditzyone]

yea i kow what you mean. i have no hope anymore, for absolutly anything...nothing suprises me anymore. i did the same thing. rain is my favorite thing in the world.

[shanainai]

You shouldn't give up hope, because it makes life that much more bearable. Rain is my favorite thing too. It washes away all my pain and tears. I love the way it smells. I would so marry a guy if he smelled like rain, its very calming.

[theditzyone]

lmao amen to that!

[psycoticmonkey1]

i heart u klee

[theditzyone]

aw i heart u 2 ^_^