I have never felt so complicated in my life. I never percieved the depth and range of emotions I would feel this weekend with Ryler. I knew it would be different, and backwards, to meet the person who has seen my soul naked in very intense ways for four years in written form but never seen my flesh before ( Read more... )

So I just had my final floor meeting, and my girls got all sad that I was leaving and even said that they want to send me things in the mail while i'm in london ( Read more... )

how come whenever you're about to leave a place, you make all sorts of new friends and awesomeness starts to fall into place?

at least i get to come back.

after the ted leo show, i went over to beth's party and hung out with chris leo and ted leo, drank beer, talking about double entendres and catholic molestation jokes ( Read more... )

i hate my boss ( Read more... )

I just finished my first front for the features section in the ithacan. On thursday, you can read it online at www.ithaca.edu/ithacan ( Read more... )

So we got home from Grammy's today. I actually had a fine time. Not an exciting or great time, but a fine one. I must be growing up because I'm learning out to swallow situations that used to feel like the end of the world. Like how driving down took 8 and a half hours, when it's a 5 hour trip, b/c of bad weather and traffic. But i just ( Read more... )

So I must admit my break thus far hasn't been bad at all. The real test is tomorrow through friday morning, when I am housebound in Lancaster Pennsylvania with my parents and grandma. That always proves to be excrutiatingly boring and worthless. Thanksgiving is really my least favorite holiday. It never really produces this elusive feeling of " ( Read more... )

is being objectified ( Read more... )

To my dear readers--

I'm sorry my last few entries seem to be a retelling of how cool I think I am.

While I do like myself, I don't think I'm god's gift, and I hope you all know that.

I can't stop thinking about how snotty and awful my last two entries must look.

I'm sorry.

Very not even close to perfect,
Em