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[thedk]

This morning was my appointment with the psychiatrist(SP)...hmmm, not the easiest of things to do, but it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be....although there was a brief moment where the eyes swelled and i could feel the tears begin to form :( ..now that is a weird and horrible feeling, to like almost break down in tears infront of some one

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[halo_of_ashes]

Glad it wasn't as bad as you thought this morning, still sounds pretty tough, so sorry about that :( Don't worry about crying.. I do at some really stupid things let alone the things that actually justify crying about!

Sounds like a good idea, looking after yourself for a bit, keep it up hun :)

Take care xxx

By the way, I shall do my best to comment ;)

[thedk]

i never liked to cry, or show signs of weakness, everyone always looked up to me, respected me cause i was always the strong one, i could get through anything with out breaking down, i miss that person i was, i think he just lost all reasons to carry on fighting, maybe apart of him will come back one day.

lol, and i'm glad your commenting, its some others im worried about lol *huggles* xxxxxx

[halo_of_ashes]

Crying isn't a sign of weakness though.. and people sometimes respect you more when you show your true self, it makes a strong person if they can show how they really feel. I know crying helps me a lot of the time. And also you shouldn't necessarily miss a part of you that you were, cos people change sometimes, and you're lovely how you are now :) I'm sure there will be a time when you feel strong within yourself again, but until then, just keep going, you're doing just fine! xxx *hugs*

[pink_is_pimp]

<3 :) me loves you!

[shuhoniuo]

the blood test is just to measure levels of certain chemicals in your blood, sometimes depression can be caused by or made worse by a thyroid problem!

[thedk]

hehe thanks. Yeah they are testing for thyroid, liver...and umm....there was one more!? I can't remember lol. Well I found out after wards, theres been a small history of thyroid problems in the family, my sister has, i dont know about my mum, but her mum had to have her thyroid removed =/ ....i know, i panic too much lol x