Wow!!! an update!!! lol

wooooohooooo

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Am i just kidding myself? everything is just becoming so much of a struggle lately. I can't keep to anything, I can't talk to anyone without wanting to bite their head off about how they treat me, if people didnt ignore me before, they most definitely are now, its no wonder most people i know wont meet up with us anymore lol. MY temper is getting ( Read more... )

Sadly my LJ is looking a lil lonely in the form of updates, but at least most of my commenting is gettin up to date lol. Not much to update on though, although i've just spent the last half hour in fits of laughter over a memory of something from last year....yes! i am mad and not normal, but i thought you all new this already!? lol ...it was when ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning staring Death in the face, was not a pretty sight. I hid behind the covers, tightly in my grasp, my eyes peeking over the top eye to eye with the creature of my doom. I closed my eyes only to re-open them hoping it was all still a dream that i had not quite woken up, but still before me he stood, leaning over the bed staring ( Read more... )

Ok, this lil number goes out to a special couple i know and admire, some relevence i feel and very fitting, they'll know who they are if they read this. But I suppose most will find this meaningful to them also, but for the two people im thinking of, i wish you both the best together. *hugs* xxxx

Everybody needs a little time away ( Read more... )

Hmm, can't wait til my parents come back, im gona have to have a heart to heart with my mum about some stuff. I hate when they go away, its like they just expect me to take care of everything, yet they know now that im not 100%. 'Don't worry about your sister if she goes off and does something, or goes out on her own and doesn't come back' just let ( Read more... )

I wanted to update....buti m now too tired, too hot, and definitely can not be bothered lol. Not much to update on though...umm, parents have now gone away...they left on sunday, and come back a week today...whoohoo? you might be saying...not quite, means i'm stuck with my sister til then, and its becoming a hell of a pain already :( ..ugh, i so ( Read more... )

This morning was my appointment with the psychiatrist(SP)...hmmm, not the easiest of things to do, but it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be....although there was a brief moment where the eyes swelled and i could feel the tears begin to form :( ..now that is a weird and horrible feeling, to like almost break down in tears infront of some one ( Read more... )

( Be Warned!! This is a boring post.. )