My dream came true. The Talking Heads cover band, Fear of Music, was a success. Thanks to everyone who came, from the bottom of my heart. I'm a happy person, again.

9/23/04

Fear of Music

I: Crosseyed and Painless, Psycho Killer -> Life During Wartime, Burning Down The House

While you are under the influence, or smoking daily, everything seems so fine. However, now and then, you think outside the box, and wonder if maybe you have been smoking too much and realize that maybe you should calm down. But, it's that second that you stop smoking, that everything piles up, and your world gets turned upsidedown. And maybe all ( Read more... )

She told me that I am a bitter person. I asked her numerous times if she was serious and she kept saying yes, but it was one of thoose conversations where I couldn't decipher if she was joking or not, however, I have concluded that she meant it-which is upsetting, or interesting, for lack of better words ( Read more... )

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And he was so fucking careless tonight. He was inches from laying down in the middle of the street, inches. He thought that if he got run over, he would either die, or could sue. At that momemt, death didn't seem like a bad idea and nor did sueing. His "friends" had left him, and he walked the mile alone. He felt like he couldn't go on anymore, and ( Read more... )

And he walked back alone; just him and his headphones. And his music, blended in-and it became another layer in the confusing world that he found himself in. And the cars-the cars moved quicker than ever that night.

And he's going to give up
And he's not going to win
And he's tired of trying
And he's lost before he started
And he's crashed into the wall
And he's burned by the flames

And he wanted to do something. Anything. It could have been simple. As simple, as, dancing. But they told him, "No," and he didn't know what to say.

And the young kids are still young. They still don't stay out past midnight and they still walk everywhere in herds. I want them to grow up and rage with me. But it seems the more I try to take them out, the less they want to go out and stay out and sometimes I wonder if I am the one who still acts like i'm young, and they are the mature ones and ( Read more... )

So we threw a dance party on my floor last night. When I get turntables, it's gonna be over. Kids were throwin down to The Rapture and Hot Hot Heat hardcore last night. I was happy. Scenester dance parties will be happening frequently. I had a lot to write and bitch about the shitt first day of classes but the dancing cured all that and I ( Read more... )

And you know your life is heading down the wrong track when you are sitting in a dark room by yourself drinking and listening to Blondie.