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thedookiebuffer

the occasional sappy ramble

Jan 16, 2006 20:30

It's so difficult to just allow myself to write this thing with no organization or pattern whatsoever, but, right now, I just need to put out a train of thought (perhaps an incoherent stream of conciousness?).

I'm fucked up. I know everyone is, but I'm actually starting to worry about myself. I used to think I liked the person I was, but, now, I'm ( Read more... )

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wave_rider_cafe January 16 2006, 19:20:53 UTC

Feel better in knowing this: Nearly everyone feels like this at some point. I've felt it a lot. Just know that, whatever self-doubts you have, there are plenty people to back you up and encourage you whenever you need them.

an afterthought anonymous January 17 2006, 20:52:52 UTC

after reading your entry it's very funny (perhaps not the right word) how much we have in common. Except it's a little reversed. I too feel that when I talk very few actually pay attention and give a thought to what I say. I too wonder if I'm really good enough for my girl friend... I too am hated by my girlfriends parents. But I guess this has all been around for a good two years now and if there is anything that i've learned is pretty much to say to yourself, "fuck it". Who cares if their parents don't like you. They'll get over it people just don't hate for the rest of their lives they learn to accept. And hey, maybe we don't feel secure enough about why our significant others picked to date us. But we know that they are awesome people and as much as we chose them... they CHOSE us out of all they people they could have possibly chosen and that means a shitload if you think about it. And i've found as of lately when no one listens to me a simple ... "fuck you all" does the trick to get people's attention it works magic and gives you ( ... )

anonymous August 17 2006, 07:23:54 UTC

Hey honey sugar!!! I know it's been a million years since we've even exchanged audible words and probably forever since you even thought about your pants being in the cookie cake and I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't use it but my number is (229) 343-5257, just so you can't say you don't have it! Use it whenever you feel compelled...in five minutes or five years!!! And just because I forget how getting beat up by the world and having days when crying seems all I can do happens to people other than just me, I want you to know and hear me carefully when I say that I really really really do love you Alicia!!! I always and still do love how open and true you always seemed to be to me (even if you didn't know I saw you that way!) You are such a beautiful person to me and it hurts me when Jovanna says she's unhappy, so equally the same too when you seem unhappy. I say it's time for a Sex in the City Spanish IV Reunion sleepover!!! And even if you never respond or don't acknowledge this in any way...I love you and I think you are a ( ... )