I'm sitting here in my 5th class and nothing is going right at the moment. I can't understand what i should do. I can't write out what all is going on because i'm pretty sure that my father, (no offense dad) has this journal, and can check it, but there's certin things that i have to keep to myself, and i don't know what to do about it.

OHIO IS FOR LOVERS: Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all Where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on Slow things down or speed them up not enough or way too much how are you when I'm gone And I can't make it on my own because my heart is in Ohio so cut my wrists and black my ( Read more... )

Yo. Lol. um yea today's like a great day! lol. Kenneth let me borrow the Hawthorn Heights so i can burn it because i'm totally in love with that one song, course being, "so cut my wrists and black my eyes, so i can fall asleep tonight or die, because you killed me, you know you do, you kill me well. you like it to and i can tell'' God i love that ( Read more... )

Hey, we all know what saturday is. lol, and i have to go to the movies with couples. lol, it'll be all fun and stuff, but i'll talk a gf with me and we'll be each other's "dates" for the day, lol shall i say it will be fun! lol. No i'm not Bi or a lesbian, i'm just sayin, she's really awesome, and we'll have fun ( Read more... )

dilemmas suck. I have one...wait no two. do you have any? if you do leave comments and explain what they are, maybe if i read someone elses and try to help them out, i'll forget about mine.

I gtg home for the night,
Talk to you later.
Mallory

I suppose that i'm just not myself tonight, i don't know why exactly, but ... i'm not.. me.

Hello. I'm in school right now. In the fifth hour in the computer class. I'm soo bored, Jenny and I switched computers because I wanted to get online, and my stupid computer doesn't ( Read more... )

homecoming was great, but i'll explain later, Seems as if someone is telling my dad anything and everything, and i love him and yea i think that we have a pretty decent connection...but someone keeps telling him stuff. like yesterday a few days ago i said that i was going to another party after homecoming at falesha's house, but then i didn't go, ( Read more... )

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Am i ready for all of this? am i honestly ready to admit that "hey i'm alive, i exsist, and i'm a high school student that will shortly be stepping out into the world on my own?"  GOD i hope so. And if i'm not, then i'll have a whole year to prepare for the next one.

Last night was a pretty good night, and i'm hoping that tonight will be something ( Read more... )

Has your head and your thoughts and your somewhat idiotic thinking ever pulled you in one direction, but your heart is tearing you in the total oppisite way? Once again this is where i am placed, between the two parts of me which like to disagree and place me in a place that i hate to be. A place that's full of desisions turning into dilema's and ( Read more... )