Well, contrary to how I should be feeling, Im in a supurb mood!!! I just got done doing a gentlemans agreement with Tabie and we have everything sorted out. Just to clear some stuff up...Tabie isnt a bad person, she just has some internal conflict about somethings which may make her come off as a bitch at times. She means well, but sometimes shes ( Read more... )

Well, I got kicked out of the apartment. I dont really care...Today I feel like Im free, like a billion pounds of stress and shit has been lifted off of my shoulders. As long as I never have to deal with Tabie and her antics again, my life will be back to normal. So if I seem like Im in a strangely good mood, its because I am. Im not going to let ( Read more... )

I feel great and I have my Erik to thank for that!!! Baby, you make me feel so wonderful. Sorry that things have been kinda hectic lately, but I have a feeling that this is a good sign of even better things to come!!! Its a beautiful summer day and Im going to be spending it with some of my favorite people!!! Im kinda bummed that I most likely wont ( Read more... )

I feel pretty good today. Im kinda bummed out though just because I pretty much came to the conclusion that Im not giving Erik enough space. I guess Id rather come to this conclusion now than say later on in the relationship. Itll be ok though. You know its really hard to try and change yourself for the better. I have so many bad habits and vices. ( Read more... )

Ok, so its 3:15 in the morning and I am bored as fuck. The night started out pretty fun because Max, Bryan and Lucas all came over and we went to ABCX, but then after that it just went downhill. Not to say that hanging out with them was boring, but its just that there wasnt a single thing to do. What kills me is that Tabie said that we could drink ( Read more... )

Well, today I gajimated today. I feel so good right now...no more school until I decide to. *sigh* Could life be any better? Im glad that I had some people by my side through all of this and encouraged me. I feel a whole lot better that a select few care. But tonight it going to be a blast!!! Im going to chill with Erik and John tonight and I have ( Read more... )

Id like to start out by appologising for being kinda emo off and on lately. Its just with this whole 'growing up' thing its really sinking in and its making me take a look at my life. But I am happy, extremely so. Ive just been so busy in thought and in general that Im kinda running low on fuel. I like being busy and all, but when it happens so ( Read more... )

My Erik and his new found happiness ( Read more... )

Well, Im done being emo now. I got some kinda fucked up news about my job, but whatever to that. They're being gay, so meh, whatever, Ill move on and find something different and better. But things have been going smooth for the most part. Im kinda stressed out about graduation, but its that kinda good stress...which I guess thats pretty much being ( Read more... )

I hate it all...Theres shit going on and its affecting everyone...and I HATE IT WITH A PASSION!!! All these bullshit problems with Tabie is really starting to drive me insane and its starting to take its toll on Erik, which part of me has this fear that he may break up with me just to get away from it. Which Im so sorry Erik...I really am...I try ( Read more... )