Haven't had much to say lately.

[thedragonwriter]

But today was amazing. I can't begin to describe it. S'always nice bein' back on stage on the music shows, but bein' on stage with Baek Jiyoung herself... k Even though it was awkward in the beginning, I think we got a good handle on it now. Hope everyone's liking Good Boy. It's one of my babies, so.

Anyway, the real purpose of this was somethin'

Comments

[anonymous]

I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. Is it really me? Haha, no...it's never me.

[thedragonwriter]

Sometimes we overlook the possibility of it being ourselves who're the problem since it's a hard thing to face. No one wants that, but it could be important in the end. What makes y'think you're doin' something wrong, though?

[880818]

I refuse to go anonymous
Cause imma say it to your face like a true friend
Ya kinda really suck at keepin contact
Or y'know could just be me
Either way, m'feelin pretty neglected here kiddo,

[thedragonwriter]

I know. Can't say anything 'cept I'm sorry, right now, hyung.

Tell me what to do.

[880818]

Don't apologize
I get that we're all busy~
M'just bein extra hard on ya cause I love ya ♥

'N, y'gotta find that out for yourself fox k

[thedragonwriter]

kk. Tough love never scared me off anyway.

Sigh.

[anonymous]

What I really think of you? I don't even know where to start or how to even put it, but I'll give it a shot. You're a really great guy, even if you don't think so from time to time. I admire how you just bounce back from whatever slump you're in and it's kind of easy for you to let things go, whereas other people have a difficult time letting go. I won't go on 'cause I'm pretty sure you hear how good a guy you are a lot.~

Oh, also. Work on keeping to promises you make. (:

[thedragonwriter]

Ahaha, really? That's... surprising, actually. I'd never really thought of it that way before. And I dunno 'bout that, probably not a better guy than the average out there, but I'll take what I can get. kk Thanks, though, whoever you are. ♥

I'll try my hardest. We talkin' anything specific here or in general? k

[anonymous]

Yes, really. Trust me, I know what I'm talking about. You really are kind of modest, aren't you? Ah, this side of you I've never seen before.

Specific, babo. :]

[thedragonwriter]

...kkk. Well, that narrows the field a lil' I guess. Never good to be too overconfident, after all. How're you liking it?

Alright, alright~

[thedragonwriter]

Ahh, glad you enjoyed it~ Keeping both those accounts at the front of my mind. kk ♥

I think it's natural to feel frightened about somethin' if things are going well. We as humans tend to focus more on the negative unconsciously and what could go wrong rather than the good things. One negative experience needs at least three positives to outweigh it, so y'shouldn't feel weird for worrying. You just need to realize that even if bad things happen eventually that the path there was good and focus on what that gave you instead. If I'm scared of anything... mm, yeah. I've got people I'm afraid of losing for not keeping in touch as much as I should, afraid of a lot of things falling apart and crumbling without being able to do anything about it. It's easy to say focus on the positives, and usually I'm okay at it, but I have my moments too where things seem a lil' too overwhelming, y'know?

[thedragonwriter]

Yeah, it's pretty easy once you've got the hang of it. Once you find out that it's not bad, thinking good things. That that itself won't make bad things happen, because for me, at least, sometimes I think that way. It's definitely somethin' that takes courage, and that's why I admire the people who're able to manage it like it's the most easiest thing in the world for 'em. Even if it's just outwardly, you got some of it no matter what and that's strength. I think we're all doomed to a life of wavering between the two. The balance is a tiny lil' line, but I got faith that with everything we experience in life, we'll eventually find it. Or maybe not at all, and we need to accept that too.

kk. I don't mind. S'been a while since we talked anything like this. ♥

[kevmaster]

Hyung~!! kk I just want to say~ I love you! Don't worry too much because those who want to hear from you love you enough to wait around for it. *^^* Keep being awesome~ You're working hard~ You're inspiring everyday so don't worry too much <3

[thedragonwriter]

Aish, Kev. You never change do you? kkkk I love you too man, you've always been supportive of me and I can never thank you enough for that. ♥

[kevmaster]

Look at me, taking so long to reply in a post about not keeping in touch kk Honestly I'm really bad about it too.

Anyway, you can count on my support no matter what *^^* Your determination and talent haven't changed much either. You're still miles ahead ^^