grr...

[thedrearyraven]

i'm a part of this forum.  it's a pretty small forum.  just a few of us chatting it up every day.  i've only been a part of the forum for a little while and i'm so glued to it.  usually i lose interest in forums after a month or so, but something's different about this one.  it's almost like my own little nerdy online family forum.

so i get SO

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[tekdeath]

I'm very surprised someone such as yourself would have low self-esteem; you are a gorgeous video game nerd!

[thedrearyraven]

aww!! *massive hugs* thank you. and yeah. pretty low self esteem issues. my mother threatened to send me to group because of it. eee!

[tekdeath]

Really? I'd have assumed it requires some confidence to model in just bra and undies lol :P.

So have you left Florida already?

[thedrearyraven]

i think the main reason i did that was FOR a boost in the SE department.

and yep. back in cali.

[thedrearyraven]

ahh. that last part was just kinda a joke. not really serious. i just wanted to say that to be like the movies or something. "tell me i'm pretty!" i think if i were actually saying it, it'd be more of a threat with a knife to the face or something. xD

i'm glad you understand. i just get so angry when new people join. especially since most of the new people are really girly girls that just wants the guys from the forum telling them they are hot. i mean c'mon! these guys are game nerds. they think anything with an a-cup or more is hot. i wish we could do clubs, but even with all the new people, there aren't a lot of us. i'm just hoping, like the rest, these girls just eventually stop going.