so yeah...i got these two friends that i enjoy hanging out with a lot...one of which has a significant other who despises the other friend...so...everytime the significant other finds out friend 1 has been so much as in the same general area as friend 2...friend 1 gets bitched at all fuckin night...thus making it damn near impossible to hang out ( Read more... )

and i guess it could be found under the serious column as well...doublewow...i don't reall know what i'm gonna type...on the ride home from ryans when i was taking brooks home and junk, i just got in a really wierd mood...it's not bad or depressing...just wierd...just a whole lot of randome shit just started running through my head. mainly life...i ( Read more... )

who the fuck do i have to sleep with to get a day off of work...damn damn damn damn

well, life without jeff(my stepdad) is gonna be rough but i think we'll manage...thank you everyone who displayed genuine concern throughout this whole ordeal and weren't gay and just said 'aww man that sucks'...yeah motherfuckers i know it sucks...but yeah...back to the point...i'm still really scared, because i'm gonna have to be my little ( Read more... )

well...tonight was a trip down memory lane...and an overall pretty good night at that...i went to kujo's for poker...played in the 7 oclock tourny but got nothing but shit...the only hand i coulda won i got delt a 2, 3 offsuit(if you don't know what i'm talking about i'll explain it to you some other time)...folded the motherfucker...and the flop ( Read more... )

a lot of people fear a lot of things. some of them are serious deep emotional fears like death or being a lone...others have plenty of physical(?) fears like snakes or clowns...i've always prided myself in that i've never really had any real fears...but the past couple of days one has surfaced...i'm afraid of living a mediocre life...of growing old ( Read more... )

dude i'm totally....not sober right now and it's cooooool...i'm wearing chantelle's shirt and my boxers and a scarf....and a 5 dollar bill in my crotch area...and thats it...and i'm sexy...love me bitches...

i think as every day passes i become more and more void of human emotions

i've always said i hate people...but i realized tonight how much i truly truly do hate other people...nothing spectacularly horrible happened today that made me come to this conclusion..it just came to me...so for people i don't know and don't really wanna know me...i could care less if you die a horrible and slow painful death...i may even come ( Read more... )