I often have romantic dreams about a male friend of mine while asleep beside my husband. And there are days when the thought of these dreams is all that gets me through my day.
But I love my husband and can't imagine living a single day without him...
Every time I see him I fall in love with him all over again, and I can see that he feels the same way. And then I go home to my boyfriend and pick a fight with him to make myself feel better, and I know he does the same with his girlfriend.
He will always be my "what if" guy. He could have had me two years ago if he had asked. He still could...
Hmm... I've tried to introduce two of my friends to the weird and wonderful world of Harry Potter fanfiction, and received... such disinterest as was to be disheartening. Thus, I learned to keep my online and offline (I refuse to call it 'real' as I know which world I prefer to live in) realms entirely separate for as much of the time as possible. Which is most of the time. Ah well, all the more slash for me! Not entirely sure what category this comes under... it's not exactly a 'secret' - more a 'comment', really... so, a secret...
Deep, deep down in my heart, even though I am (supposedly) an adult, I still can't quite believe that magic isn't real... it's gotta be out there, somewhere... and if it's not real (it is, it is!) it's certainly alive in my heart... which, most of the time, is real enough for me.
I just posted the magic comment... and read all the love-themed comments. So I decided to add another secret, one of that kind. Two for one deal tonight!
No matter how I might feel about other men, everytime I see 'X' I forget all the others. We're work colleagues and he's about a decade older than me (not that I mind) and we hardly know each other. So, you see, it's quite ridiculous really. And sometimes I catch him looking at me and wonder if he asks the same question I do... "What if?"
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But I love my husband and can't imagine living a single day without him...
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He will always be my "what if" guy. He could have had me two years ago if he had asked. He still could...
This seems to be a common theme here...
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Deep, deep down in my heart, even though I am (supposedly) an adult, I still can't quite believe that magic isn't real... it's gotta be out there, somewhere... and if it's not real (it is, it is!) it's certainly alive in my heart... which, most of the time, is real enough for me.
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No matter how I might feel about other men, everytime I see 'X' I forget all the others. We're work colleagues and he's about a decade older than me (not that I mind) and we hardly know each other. So, you see, it's quite ridiculous really. And sometimes I catch him looking at me and wonder if he asks the same question I do... "What if?"
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