tuesday
wednesday
thursday
wake up

should be nice.

heh, hard and proper.

ok, so its not just about that... but still

tuesday
wednesday
thursday
wake up...

so they took away myspace.....damn this ship. i swear it gets more fucked up day by day. all is well, i still got this site as well as a few others. it's just a pain in the ass to deal with ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: September 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways ( Read more... )

today my stomic hurts....bad. my head is ok....just full of thoughts. i think things are over with me and my girl. fuck it. i didn't want anymore excusses to get shit faced....i have enought of those....i am so tired of hurting....FUCKING TIRED! i give up she wins...she can have it her way ( Read more... )

I updated myspace. It says it all...kinda. I am ashamed. A S H A M E D

I haven't been updating this lately, perhaps I will start again from scratch ( Read more... )

So the way things have been going arent well....but I'm ok with this. After trying to visit Andi on friday fell threw, I decided to go up on saturday. We left home (Greg and I) at about 8:30 and didn't get up to her area till about like 5ish. Once we got up there Greg kinda changed. Now he is not the smartest guy I know...but he is VERY consistant ( Read more... )

my how toppsyturvy things can be. I had such great expections for today. I came into about 500$, we were going to get outta work earily, I was going to visit Andi things were to be GRAND! At workwe got done with all the maintance and bullshit cleaning by 9:30, I was so happy! Turns out they lost the reading for our R-7, which means we had to make ( Read more... )

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I really do. I miss being all fucked up everyday and night. I miss being wanted. I miss the fact that a party wasnt a party unless I was there. I miss hangin out and driving to "hanuted" places while gettin smashed in the back of a buick on an 8 hr car ride. I miss havin all the positive attention I once had.
I miss.
I miss.
I miss.
I miss...