things are slowly looking up.
i still feel like i have the worst luck ever..even my dreams have been disasters..but what can i do? just keep pushing on, day by day.

i have a new pet

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someone, get me outta here.

Find your favorite picture of me and hold onto it.

you probably won't be seeing me for awhile.

"i believe everything will workout great.
but i have "what if's" and "it probably won't" constantly going through my head.

i still get butterflies before i knock on your door

that's how i know this is real to me.
im not crazy, i swear.
im just scared. "

i knew it wouldn't work. it wasnt just a feeling.

played like a fucking idiot.

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there's a pain in my chest growing stronger with every heartbeat.
now theres nothing left of me but empty bottles of pills and bacardi.

This weather is making me homesick. I'm pretty content with my life other than that ( Read more... )

im turning 24 soon ( Read more... )

seriously. wtf.

sleeping in a bed THATS not mine. by myself.

all time low