i'm still amused that laura and sean had sex again without telling me... i don't know... amused is definitely the best word for it... and wow look, its on the mood thing... hehe... i read nikki's live journal and she was talking about a simple summer... yeah i would love one of those- Lounging by the pool reading, sipping lemonade, travelling into ( Read more... )

Only time will tell-- is love what we truly want, or is it a protection? Yeah Jimmy Buffett... well to all you Parrot Heads- happy trails (and i mean that totally in the hallucinogenic way, not the cowboy way ( Read more... )

orange potato sausage cantaloupe mango dream sleep awake doomed dungeon sundae serendipity enlighten mangle splendid pain satisfied pink sunset doze dazzle fade smell smile cry hurt love broken never joy victim movie watch reason explode epiphany finger hand wrist forearm bicep mosquito bite nails long slender fluid water walk velvet wade rich deep ( Read more... )

today was a lovely day... quite lovely... the cape was beautifully perfect... we got lost on our way home... but whatever because it just feels right, and nothing can ruin that right now...

Reality Shift
drippy leaves
touch down...
tents erected for daydreaming
dream darling
rich jade
deepest darkest emerald i

and it wasn't your ordinary run-of-the-mill-i'll-get-over-it-after-a-ten-minute-interval, she was stuck... everyone i love or care about feels the need to screw me over... i want to scream "STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD" and i don't, and shrink into a corner-silently seething and accepting... and whining to everyone- Fuck you all, you with your head ( Read more... )

this week has been weird... actually this whole year... i want to be-happy-go-lucky, but every time i turn around these days people are asking me for something better or trying to screw me over... i just want to give them all a big hug and just start over from the beginning... i just want to retreat into a corner until someone finds me... i'm ( Read more... )

I want you to want me ( Read more... )

it was beautiful last night- the rain, lightning, and fragrant roses... laura, nikki, and i smoked using nikki's piece yesterday... its pretty ill with its green kama sutra people... my dragon still needs a name... slave to the traffic light... yeah... Phish's A Live One... i bunked out of school at 9:30 this morning--it was just not a school day ( Read more... )

rain...

i don't think i'll get into this whole "live journal" thing... it doesn't seem like my thing... but as i see it, i've been slacking on the whole writing thing lately, and i definitely need to get back into the swing of things before SMARTS starts back up... why does pink lemonade make the glass cloudy after you've drunk the lemonade? we're just two ( Read more... )