so I was talking about my mom...when I was younger she also made it apparent that she thought I didnt need my dads help so she refused any child support...well I think this to be the root of all my financial problems. While Im not poor and have gotten alot of things I truly cherrish, not having alot of money has blocked my chances in accomplishing ( Read more... )

Im back at work and Im enjoying it and school will be starting soon so Im a bit excited, but I still cannot run away from these feelings and its scaring me. Ive talked to my mom about what Im experiencing and she thinks it may be depression with a mixture of panic attack disorder and irritable bowel syndrome. Im scared as shit if this is the case ( Read more... )

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undue stress kiks my ass...

This summer break sucks...I would rather be back at the campus than back here at home. I hate not having a car (fuck a bunch of careless drivers who do not understand the concept of yielding and merging to the appropriate lane)and not being able to go to a job that pays me fairly well...I could be in a worse situation which Im thankful Im not, but ( Read more... )

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I am now officially 21!

now for the go0d times!

y4y for go0d times :-D

I have to say by far this has been the best semester of school I have ever had...Im really freaking proud of myself and Im on cloud nine...I honestly think I could make the Dean's List for the very first time (and hopefully not the last)! thanks for all the support...it means alot! :-)