Saturday 1/21 ( Read more... )

Trip is over.. let the recounting begin ( Read more... )

Hmm update update.. no deep thoughts since i've made an effort to be less angsty ( Read more... )

I have stuff to say about love, naturally. I always have stuff to say about love. But i'm gradually moving towards 'love can fuck off'. Sad really that love for me has to be polar opposites. Never seems to be any middle ground. I'm either chasing mist, with a hope born of diamond, or at a loss for holding any hope whatsoever. I have small ( Read more... )

For a while I was rather lost. With the snapping of some threads of hope, I had lost sight of nearly everything. I could no longer picture my future without seeing futility. In any way. The next year was lost to me, the next 5 a mystery clouded in dread ( Read more... )

Hmm, what else to talk about ( Read more... )

Money, as a precursor to my next topic, I have to say that my job is going well, and the actual 'having money' rocks. I've paid off a good deal of my bills, and picked myself out of debt alot. Though to be honest i'm about to put myself back into debt, but a managable debt because ( Read more... )

I've been meaning to write an entry for quite some time now. Every time i sit down to do it though, the motivation slips from me. Even now i'm kinda forcing myself into doing it, hoping that the drive to write and put my mind down takes over ( Read more... )

In the series The Wheel of Time, there is this special group of women called Aes Sedai. What the women do isn't really important to what I want to talk about, but something they have to go through is. A right of passage they have to go through to move up in the levels, is to walk through this special archway. They have to do it three times, ( Read more... )

Alot of things have happened since i last updated. I don't really know how to put alot of them down. I've made a number of mistakes, mostly in my perception of things ( Read more... )