hey happy new year to you too. how have you been doing? good i hope. and i hope to get a letter in the mail with your address on it, soon. fucking sweet tattoo also...
Thank you sooo much for my christmas presents. I'm going to really miss seeing you around at all school. I really do hope that we spend alot of time together this semester. If you ever just feel like stopping by my house to share a cup of tea with me, you would be most welcomed. You have to teach me how to make my LJ look cool like yours, too. I love you Adam.
you're absolutely welcome; i'm glad you liked them. it was just sort of something to look at and smile about you know, because that's what you did for me so many days these last couple of years--i was just giving back, that's all. ain't seen you in too long. might come visit this weekend, hopefully. love you too, adam
oh my goodnes. adam how the fuck have you been? i haven't talked to you in forever and i went on live journal accidentally and saw theend1948 and i was like oh shit. yea how have you been and all of htat good stuff?
i had to start a new comment, because i wasn't quite finished, and it wouldn't let me post it all. sorry this is so long. i'm still doing a lot of the same things i did when i saw you everyday, except a lot of those things have become more important and more developed. i still write a whole lot, though i wish i wrote more. i've been writing a lot of poetry, not enough short stories. i still read a whole lot; right now i'm reading zen flesh zen bones, introducing postmodernism, and i just finished hamlet. i still watch a lot of movies. the last really good movie i saw was probably m by fritz lang. sorry again that this is so long, sort of. i don't really expect you to read all of it, i guess i just wanted to write it all down. and if you did read all of that, thanks. anyway, what's been going on with you? i expect just as extensive an answer, but if you don't want to be as lengthy that's fine. i'm just interested i guess. hope to talk to you soon adam
hey man, like i said, i accidentally ended up on livejournal...so i really didn't know that you responded-so emensly- to me. i never check my email either. the only thing i ever do on my computer is pirate underground hip hop, and go (sadly) on myspace. but every now and then i'll sign up for something, in this case it was thepiratebay.org - the worlds largest bittorrent tracker, that involves having to respond to a conformation email. i then proceeded to reply to that email and check the other 90odd emails that i had gotten the past few weeks/months, i saw one from you-my dear friend - and i read what you wrote and felt that since you spent so much time writing that i owed it to you to do the same. you know, i have absolutly no idea where to begin the story of my life post-9th grade. i honestly cannot remember the last time that we spoke or communicated via the world wide web
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months we all changed quite a bit, travis stopped going to school, derek started getting into softer music, and i began listening to alot of music. through the magic of myspace derek meet andrew almanza and the four of us began hanging out and smoking regularly. also around this time i met a girl named kristin berkly. she had a boyfriend when i met her at adventure dome at a party for a mutual friend. the next day she had instant messaged me and told me she had been looking all over for my screen name. well we began talking alot and eventually her boyfriend broke up with her. he didn't smoek cigarettes and had a problem with her smokeing them. well she was talking to me online while he did it, then she called me and told me what happend. about a week or two later we hung out at an integrity/bury your dead show. well that was unfortunatly the last show held at skate city. the new developements had been constantly calling the men in blue to go shut us down for noise, even though skate city had been doing this far longer than the houses
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it was pretty late, priscilla and i went to my roof and looked at the city's skyline in the night sky- cloud sglowing green over the mgm, the luxors light reaching into the heavens- and we shared our first kiss. from then on we hung out every day and a 2 weeks later she was my girlfriend. she was a virgin, and this made me feel good. but i kinda wished kristen never happend, so priscilla and i could have been on the same page. but unfortunatly i could not change the past. i felt good with priscilla. we could just lay there on the bed with eachother in our arms for hours and have the best time in the world, just laying there. homecoming came, we both got pretty drunk and we ended up having sex for hte first time. from then on it was a regular thing. things started getting bad around the 6th month... most of our time was spend hanging out with my friends, who were her friends too, but we would just smoke, and do nothing, but watch movies and play video games. and when i wasnt with her i was with them smoking and forget to call her, or i
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i've done any pain killer you can name, not abusivly, just to see how they feel. after i did shrooms i got into differnt stages of conciousness and expirimenting with them. aside from the shrooms, another thing that made me want to try things is when i stopped taking things, anthing seriously. i also discovered why the aztecs used salvia. it only lasts for a few minutes, but those few minutes seem like eternity. its different for everyone i'se seen smoke it (we had a video tapped session of it once and watching it after was a trip in it'self). i, personally, felt as if everything finally made sense, i couldn't put my finger on it, but i knew that somehow i coudl do anything. everything around the world, the universe even...was connected to one horrizontal line(don't ask how everything could be on one line, but it was) and you could only take, or do, or get, or give things unless you really really wanted to and felt that you should. i became thirsty, but i couldn't pick up the drink, because it was connected and i didnt' want it enough
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happy new year.
i have some stuff to send you,
and i am really going to send it this time...
and i hope it wont get lost in the mail.
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how have you been doing?
good i hope.
and i hope to get a letter in the mail with your address on it,
soon.
fucking sweet tattoo also...
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an adventure!
you will see.
i will send it on friday. : ]
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love you too,
adam
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i'm still doing a lot of the same things i did when i saw you everyday, except a lot of those things have become more important and more developed. i still write a whole lot, though i wish i wrote more. i've been writing a lot of poetry, not enough short stories. i still read a whole lot; right now i'm reading zen flesh zen bones, introducing postmodernism, and i just finished hamlet. i still watch a lot of movies. the last really good movie i saw was probably m by fritz lang.
sorry again that this is so long, sort of. i don't really expect you to read all of it, i guess i just wanted to write it all down. and if you did read all of that, thanks.
anyway, what's been going on with you? i expect just as extensive an answer, but if you don't want to be as lengthy that's fine. i'm just interested i guess.
hope to talk to you soon
adam
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