Well, the best part of my day has been the fucking orange cream ice cream cone I just had...and it wasnt very good at all. I'm just feeling really not good. I'm depressed, I'm lonely, I'm missing Nikki a lot. And right now I'm on the verge of crying. typing all of this out isnt going to be good for holding in tears i guess. Okay. First off I moved ( Read more... )

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So, Im in Ocean City. Nikki is in Myrtle Beach. Beat. But things began to look up when I got a call from Josh telling me that he was coming down for a few days with his boy Pablo. So we met up, hung out Pablo is cool as shit. We then made 3 dollars playing and singing some everydayfile songs on the boardwalk. It was fun we got a diehard 7 year old ( Read more... )

Let me just add another note for tonight...I have to say (or write) that I love when Nikki says "goodbye", she doesnt say "goodbye"...oh no, and she doesnt say just "bye"...oh ha,no. She says "ByeBye" and it is incredible. The most perfect harmonious sound is hearing her say "ByeBye"...even thought its saddening to say goodbye, they are always good ( Read more... )

Today I finished up my paperwork at Blockbuster, I am returning for 25 cents more an hour. I'm ecstatic...no, Im lying. I was told that I would be working one day a week If i was hired...HELLOOO! I want to be with Nikki as much as possible so one day a week sounds like the perfect job. P.S my second week is potentially a 5 day week...and by 5 days ( Read more... )

XXX as noted in the subject does not mean hardcore porn by-the-way, it means hardcore (which is a genre of rocking and rolling) but it also sums up a huge part of my new lifestyle...it means straightedge: No Drugs, No Alcohol, No premiscuous sex. It's something to be proud of i think; raise your fist, yell drug free, and then go hardlining in the ( Read more... )

GO TO THIS SITE TO HEAR MY MUSIC, IT WOULD MEAN A SHITLOAD TO ME, MY IM is WHYISNTBENCOOL, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK POSOTIVE AND NEGATIVE! www.mp3.com/theeverydayfile thank you thank you thank you

Well, yesterday and today were almost completely nice days. I wont go into the negative aspects...but the rest of yesterday and today were highly sweet. Nikki came over yesterday for our "first date" despite the fact that we have been dating 6+ months...sorry about that, I was just gone from the computer for what may have been one of the worst ( Read more... )