*growls softly, closes her eyes and huddles beneath a large silver birch tree, oddly shaped, forming a canopy around the form of a dark black leopard, only a set of eyes, one blue and one gold, truly visible ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think right now. Past feelings mix with present. I can't really say that its past thoughts because, the thought of him does cross my mind often. Not horrible thoughts, not wonderful thoughts, just thoughts. I found him again, but I won't look anymore, I won't pry into his life like he feels so many others have. No way in hell ( Read more... )

1 month Winston!! I can't believe it...I love you...

If you try to please everybody, you will end up pleasing nobody...Suddenly, not out of embaressment but just out of frustration and hurt, I thought of...just giving him up. Just, hand him over to her I thought. She thinks it is my job to keep him in class on time, make sure he does everything right, let her try and do it, she'll probably do better ( Read more... )

Hello! I'm here at shizzys house...good to be around here again. Fun weekend. Showers are fun! Yay! Winston was here last nite...we made shizzy hide her face under her blankets for, heh, 15 maybe 20 minutes...hehehe, yes, evil...Then this morning I walked almost to papermill to meet Steph and get bitched at, yeyness.(copyright shizzy) YOU DUMPED ( Read more... )

ORGASM noise! lol Casey you know what I'm talking about...Anyway. *coughcough* I'm sorry I wasn't at school everyone, lack of sleep and several other things finally caught up with me. My parents thought I had already left this morning when in reality I was still in bed sleeping. I woke up about half an hour ago, and now I'm eating yummy frozen ( Read more... )

Well...I am here, and no I did not go through with my plan to block everyone on msn. Although I did block and delete some, just for my own well being. This is not changing the fact that I won't be here very often and probably will not keep up with my friends page ( Read more... )

i can't quite remember what it was...which i was going to say...hmm..ah yes...due to some complaints about the idea of deleting most of msn...i've...decided to just put most everyone on block...until such a time as i'm ready to...be around again..and be..seen by everyone again ( Read more... )

realized it last night...once again i know i say this fairly often...a lot...but i intend to go...and i don't intend to come back as soon as i usually do...after this weekend i won't be here...i might come on once in awhile to check my email..talk to a few people on msn who i have no other way to contact since calling is so expensive...so..really, ( Read more... )

mrr..life is good...life sucks...what does it matter? life is life...take what it gives you...live for today...ya know? doesn't mean to keep yourself completely grounded with reality...but it doesn't mean to look only at the future either...a healthy dose of both...and i think that is starting to come back to me now ( Read more... )