there are a lot of important memories that over the past 4 years have become nothing but swirling vortexes of imagination. is it a crime to forget what has shaped me? i remember the stupid things. the little details. a black path, blood on the highway, boots, a blue dog, a lolipop and a bleeding tongue...anger, sadness, joy, lovelovelove ( Read more... )

( ghost watcher + a water ballerina + a literary list )

i have a good number of radiohead singles/bsides to accompany me to the beach. (thank you chris cahoon for playing God ( Read more... )

i'll drown my beliefs...
to (have your baby)
i'll dress like your niece
and wash your swollen feet.

just don't leave me. don't leave.

i slept last night with uncomfortable pains in both arms and a horrible sensation that the mattress was tilting over the axis of gravity. every so often, i would awake from my dreams to check and make sure she was breathing. (o mattress of discomfort! o pillars of friendship! o what dreams may there be ( Read more... )

"my roommate told me that i'm a black woman stucking inside a skinny white boy's body ( Read more... )

i saw hairspray today. (with that harlot whom i hate along that blurred line of love, my grandmother)it was fantastic except it made me miss bill so much. i was wondering how that fat girl could dance though. she was heavy but man could she dance ( Read more... )

i just finished harry potter.

i'm dead with grief.

may i just say....

HALF-BLOOD PRINCE COMES OUT IN 11 HOURS

yea, i'm going to elizabeth's house with jesse, the tok ladies(isabel/avi/nila) and i believe jill to make t-shirts and go to barnes and noble.

i'm ecstatic.

finish by morning? i think i shall.

am i allowed to fall in love with literary figures? to lie in a cheap hotel bed and clasp a book to my face, breathing in the pages, as i feel a slow fire burn up and down my body? am i allowed to imagine that i will find someone like him, to make myself the woman i undoubtedly believe will end up with him, crying out his name testing how it sounds ( Read more... )