But unfortuantely many people fail to realize that. Instead I look around, and all I see are pis-poor imitations of me. People trying to be more like me. But like Theodore Roosevelt once said, it's always better to be an original than an imitation. But no, lets all flock to the nobodies living off of me. The amount I have contributed to ( Read more... )

Yeah that's right I hate each and everyone of you. All of you can go fuck yourselves. Why? Because I still get pissed on for everything I stand for. Why? Because I still mean little or nothing to anyone. Why? Because no one gives a shit. Why? Because I'm not the one I should be. Why? I'm not everything I say I am. Why? The reason I'm ( Read more... )

Yeah well I'm bored, it's Thursday so Smackdown!'s on, but I'd rather cut my wrist then watch that show. I keep whoring myself out to random women hoping something will catch on. I feel like Vince McMahon in the mid-90's, just throwing EVERY possible idea at the wall hoping something would stick, and well, the whole Steve Austin thing did. ( Read more... )

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Well a lot has happened the past couple of days. I broke up with Stephanie. She really is a great person and all that good stuff, but with my grandpa situation, I know that I won't be able to see her for an extremly long time and that's not good. It's also not fair to either one of us. Maybe things will be different in the summer/when I can ( Read more... )

Hey folks. I have a dilema. For now a fourth time I'm going out with Stephanie. She's a cool cat and all but I know it's still going to be difficult to see her. With my grandpa still not in the best of shape, that even puts a bigger hurting on things. I don't know what to do, it's pretty pointless to have a relationship when you can't see the ( Read more... )

That was the theme for tonight's episode of the EMO boy. I moved on tonight. Arguably the toughest thing I have ever had to choose tonight, happened. I didn't know if I could bring myself to it, but I knew, we both knew it was time. I had to leave what had acted as my best friend, for so long, behind me. The unthinkable happened, I let it ( Read more... )

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Yeah so it's a little late, well I just found the time now to update so BACK OFF. Sorry. Anyway, today was a pretty typical day. I saw my grandpa at the hospital, he looked really good, he's coming home tomorrow. We had my grandma over for dinner, and my mom made lasagna and it was very good. Today was filled mostly with College Football games ( Read more... )