Smeared black ink... your palms are sweaty
And I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath
Where I am
Where I am
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You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex ( Read more... )

Well, Full Sail it is, I am almost 100% positive. I'm trying to arrange an appointment with the program director, so we will see how that goes. God this kid is amazing, I was writing my english paper last night, and he was getting all gramatical, i think it kinda turned me on hehe ( Read more... )

So, we've had our ups and downs in the past week, and when it comes down to it the good definatly outweighs the good. Even when I'm about to break I look into his amazing brown eyes, and that smile, god... words can't explain what it does to me. I honestly never thought I would meet a boy like him. What gets me the most is his taste in music, ( Read more... )

So I get a call on wednessday from my mom, the mamogram came out bad, and she needed a biopsy, so i head home thursday night to take her to her biopsy(my stepdad was out of the country on buisness). W find out by wednessday ( Read more... )

Last night my rique came by we hung out for a bit, rique listened to me practice for my audition saturday (im doing this song for rent), then went over to tom2's and chilled. We wanted to hold hands so when tom2 answered hed be like wtf, hehe . Anywho we were going to go to some kids house for a bbq but that got whirlwinded. So me and tom2 hung ( Read more... )

My week has flown by. Sunday, my bday, Tom1 picked me up fromt the airport, picked up bella, and took her home, then we went back to tom1s and hung out with my heather and justin and joey ( Read more... )

So, the single life, eyy?! amazing thats all I can say, hehe, its weird now that i finnally dont have a bf, madd cute boys are all about like "hey can i take you out" Sweet, I really dont know what else to say. Last night me and this boy went to Club Swank, sooo nice, I'd never been there before but I really like it, Its very upscale, and outside ( Read more... )

So Ive been trying to move on, and its funny how along the way I learn so much more about the boy I thought I once knew. At first it hurt so bad, it felt like someone ripped out my heart, it wasnt working out for a while, but I guesse in the back of my mind I had always felt like he was the one, he was my 1st true love, and I wouldnt give up that ( Read more... )

My daddy came up to see me, and love me, and try to get my mind off everything. Yet I still have to study this weekend, kinda sorta gay, but hey, I'll be out of college sooner, and finnally get my life rolling, w/ no support what so ever from my parents. Now that I'm excited about ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up mad early to study some more, I think I did amazing on my Biology test ( Read more... )