I want to change things...I wish I were motivated at least more than half the time.

this journal has lost its purpose.

There's so many amazing things in the world ( Read more... )

*cue screeming

things seem to be so happy right now...everything is pretty chill-its so weird to feel so afraid for the near future while enjoying the present...oh well I guess there isnt much else I can do.

I got hit by a car on my break from work.
so random. so scary. drive/walk/bike/commute safe!

today was a pretty good day...well, I guess yesterday since its 3 am...
I finally sucked it up and gave blood and I feel really good about it.
and anna is awesome.
so is heather.
:-)

so basically as long as I NEVER STOP GOING everything turns out good enough...
I wonder if its because of my effort or if I just keep myself busy enough not to think too hard...
whatever, i guess....
Im getting weird dreams again-(kindof exciting)

last night ended up pretty good ( Read more... )

I am incapable of making up my mind about anything.