Until when will this agony last?
Until when do I have to tolerate this torture when I have not harmed anyone?
The more you make me suffer, the more I am attracted to you
You keep hurting me, but I never complain
Just treat me fairly for once.Why do people fail us so hard
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Thank you my dear. I joke now, but I was in a really bad way earlier, and you helped hold me together. I know I'm going to have some bad patches in the coming days, but I know you'll be there to pick me up when I'm down. I love you more than words can say.
I've cried a lot tonight. Thank you so much for giving me tears of joy to offset the sorrowed ones. ♥
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I probably am...And I have cried for you. XD If there was a way to help ease the burden of shedding so many tears, I would take some of the pressure from you.
...Some people really fail us hard. XD But as for me...I guess it helps me realize that i should put more focus on those who bend their backs for me than to bend my back for those who are not worth it. >_>;
...We all need to get together one week day and just...have fun. And collect pictures of the people who fail us..and throw darts at them while eating ice cream. XD;
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And there is a chair pictured there because it's armchair psychology. ...:D? *SHOT*
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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~" and everyone's "grargh!! DX"
COINCIDENCE? I think not!
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A-And...please don't become mopey again! It'll just make things worse!
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Maybe this is the moment for a heavenly sign that all doormats should rise up and let the light of their humble industry stagger their unworthy oppressors?
I wish I could just say something fantastically inspiring and wipe all your tears away... but at any rate, I'm here for you. This too will pass and life will be shiny again.
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And geez....why must things bother me so, so much more than it really should? Why can't I just let go of some things...even though the worry is clearly not worth it? WHY DO WE BEAT OURSELVES UP?!
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I've wondered that too... Sometimes, bafflingly, stupid stuff happens and it's not our fault and there's nothing we can do to be the hero and fix it, and it's just aaagh. And some situations are unhealthy for us and we know it, but cling to them because of a sense of loyalty and spend our lives headdesking because they don't change for our sake WHICH THEY TOTALLY SHOULD >DDD or because we think if we grovel enough everyone else will be happy again and we can relax. Which isn't true.
And it's nasty and complicated. ;_; But it hurts because you care so deeply about what's happening around you. Sometimes, as much as it hurts, you have to take a step back and not let it be the end of the world. You can be stronger than that; your life is more than the current circumstances, and standing up to them will accomplish more in the long run than causing yourself extra harm.
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...I know it isn't the end of the world...but to sacrifice so much, and to put so effort to salvage something and have it fall through is so heartbreaking ;_; *Thinks about all that lost artwork T_T*
....I wish I didn't have to care so much. >>; THAT'S WHY MEDITATION CAMP IS A NEED?! XDb
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