well brandon doesnt think I trust him. I do. I really do. I dont know what to do we really arnt talking now. SAD SO SAD. I didnt go to school today. I sayed home and slept on the bathroom floor. Why dont I listen to the advice my best friend gives me. I must be dumb dumb dumb... UHHHHH I piss my self off. I might have messed us up forever ( Read more... )

school is still in I didnt go cause I didnt feel good this morning....but I CANT WAIT TIL SUMMER!!

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could I be jealous...I know your saying of what well you'll never know..

fuck..where to start...well hmm...heres how the day goes ( Read more... )

6 MONTHS!!

Thats how long me and Brandon have been together..........nice, right?

I WENT TO THE DENTIST!!! I LOVE GOING TO THE DENTIST!!
and I found a hubcap on the sidewalk its mine now!! :-)

I have slept lot this weekend yet, I'm still tired. I guess its cause i walked around alot. Oh yea Brandon told me he was joking around....that makes me feel better I'm not boring 'haha'..i didnt think i was. But he said sorry it was good...yup I think I have to dig a hole today..

god...tonight was the last night me and brandon will talk on the phone..all his choice...im boring thats me...

god!! he makes me feel soo fucking bad sometimes!!!!!!!!! i hate my life fuck!!

I went to the mall. It was cool I went with Erin and Kailla and met up with Caitlin and Katherine and Ed and Jessie and I saw a butt load of people like uhh lot of brandons friends 'haha'like uh Matt and Justin and uh whoever they were with and I saw Ben and Marc..and I chased down some guy cause we wanted kailla to talk to him but we never found ( Read more... )