this is love. this is it. its easier and more complicated than you can possibly imagine. even the bad times are good in a way. i'm an optimist, sure, but there's no need to trudge through a complex, dramatic delusion with him. there's no need to pretend he's something he's not. he is. i am. we are. in LOVE.
i really want to go see no age and panda bear tonight. kanyay's getting me in. and i'm tired. and i haven't finished my paper. and i have to study for math. and shit shit shit.
i'm tired, i'm sick, i'm worried about financial things, my car insurance, the paper i haven't started, but i'm freakin' dandy. you aren't an added pressure.
is indie. is hip. is cool. making out with girls, for the entertainment of pigs, is hip. is cool. selling yourself, not for money, but for attention is hip. is cool. where was i? i never got that memo. the one where you are required to stop having a soul by age 17. start having sex before you understand it, start having illicit sex before you even
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