If I have to explain it, it is not worth my breath.

[thefoolishone]

It is amazing how increasingly worse things are getting here. I cannot fight this battle anymore. The problem is the more I try to defend myself against her, the worse it gets. The less I care, the heavier the guilt trips. The stronger I get, the more I build frustrations higher for myself. I am constantly forced to depend on undpendable people. I

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[xblackdahliax]

run away to jersey! yay!

smile kiddo, you're the best!

[crimsonskyline]

hey beki-- i must inform you that your comments the last few days have been like fresh air to my burning lungs. really, your sincerity and compassion have been amazing and therapeutic. i wish that i could now do the same for you . . . but i don't know the situation, and i'm not as good at it. i can say that i know you're capable of taking on any challenge. . . and don't run away until at least after this week, because i'm going to be in town-! coming in on tuesday! we can hang out and vent our frustrations and toast the pleasantries of life!

you must remember to smile also, and hold onto your radiance. :) see you soon, wonderful you.

[thefoolishone]

I can't begin to explain how much I miss both of you...

[rocknrollkid]

I hope tihngs get better...let me know if me and my hickness can help.

*loves*

[cornered_ego]

*big hugs* i hope things will get better for you. getting your shit together and walking away isnt always easy, but sometimes it's for the best.

Re: *loves*

[thefoolishone]

I will call you at some point of this week.

Also, I am very happy to hear that my number is on your fridge~!! It makes me feel special!