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I want to give up.
At times.
I just want to say, "Thank you, but I'm done now."

Thank you, But I'm done now.

Have you ever been so happy that you wanted to die?
Isn't that odd.
Am I the only one that feels that way?
Maybe I'm ill.

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I love you
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The silence gets us nowhere
The silence Gets us

The silence
Is what kills me

I feel like
I am nothing

Cause Im fucked up
Cause you are

Cause you need attention

The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere

Too fast

Felt panicy this morning, It was horrible. It was the... Cant breathe feeling. Like a sumo is sitting on me.

I want to shoot myself. I find myself thinking that more and more. I wonder why. I believe it's because.. my brother uses such language. Who knew someone that looked to me for advice would be bringing down the younger. Does that make sense? Ah. Whatever. Love

Okay, this entry will be mostly song lyrics, only because, that is what resignates with me.

But I have on thing to tell you.

I love you.
And I appriciate you as the person you are.

::Music time::

Blink 182
*we are all victims of opportunity"

~this time   where are you Houston   is somebody out there    will somebody listen   I feel alone and tired ( Read more... )

Okay, this entry will be mostly son lyrics, only because, that is what resinates with me.

But I have on thing to tell you.

I love you.
And I appriciate you as the person you are.

::Music time::

Blink 182
*we are all victims of opportunity"

~this time   where are you Houston   is somebody out there    will somebody listen   I feel alone and tired    ( Read more... )

Ive been really in the worst of moods. I've been really moody, and I've been so easily agitated. I don't really understand. It's like, and axious feeling, an alone feeling, a scared feeling, and a wanting to scream feeling. I really find that all these thing are making me feel odd. I'm trying to fight depression. This is really tough. I've ( Read more... )

When I sit back and think about you ( Read more... )