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Being with Sarah's beany makes me miss mine. I want to sleep next to him and cuddle him and feed him and breathe on him and fight falling asleep cause I need more time to look at him. I want to do all those things with him. I want to know his personality. I want to be that family. Death is so mean. Why does it make us so separated? He is not ( Read more... )

I got into the nursing program. I am glad but not as excited as I thought I would be. Probably because I know this is what I want and I will get it - so it doesn't seem like much of a struggle. Just the first little step. I want to learn everything. To me, that is important. To me, that is what life is for. That's all we are really. I missed Caleb ( Read more... )

Today was Vanessa's baby shower. It was kinda sad cause I think Vanessa ( Read more... )

Benedick
Hark, Ye scored 63! You are Benedick from Shakespeare's Much Ado About Nothing! Wryly ( Read more... )

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Thursday, December 9th was my little Calebaby's birthday. One year old - that monster. I love him, so we had a party. It was so sweet ( Read more... )

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This time I am sad. Who knows why. It is just a feeling. Like a time warp lately. The weather is getting cold and it makes me sad. It is almost December. Can you believe it? Almost a year has passed. So fast and at the same time so slow. I miss that little guy. He was my life. He breathed and it gave me a reason to live. Now I just breathe in the ( Read more... )