im thinking about making this a friends only journal. or maybe just making another journal.

why?

cuz i wanna get personal.

no more of this happiness and hearts bullshit. ive got mean thoughts and i want to say. ive got thoughts on every little subject, and i want to update often. my life currently sucks, (emphasize currently) and its time to ( Read more... )

all of a sudden im missing high school like crazy!!!! god. getting up early in the morning. dragging my feet. putting on my clothes... go eat breakfast. come back... go to school. busy busy busy all day. friends. parties. smelling that ole high school aroma. i never really took advantage of it, necessarily, cuz i knew id be losing all of this one ( Read more... )

im back in oregon! yes. so nice to be home. eric decided he didnt want to come... so i was like ok then im off! when i got home danny drowned me with kisses and he couldnt stop squeezing me to death for almost two days. no im not kidding. he kept kissing me and telling me how beautiful i was. hahah. i would tell him DANNY SHUT UUPP! and jump on him ( Read more... )

a simple but delicous recipe for yall to try.

orange cucumber salad with sun-dried tomatoe dressing

(yesss like the color effect? :D )

for the salad:

-two naval oranges

-1 (four inch) cucumber.  (preferably seedless. those kind come indivudually wrapped)

slice the orange and the cucumber in thin slices.  scatter them on the plate. be cute. ( Read more... )

-ive decided to go back to school no ifs or buts about it ( Read more... )

cant sleep.

trip down here: $40
living down here: $60 on food stamps.
                            $20 on coffee, etc
trip to beach: $120 two nights
                      $60 on food
                      $60 on frivolous shit
                      $60 on gas.
tonights moment of realization:
         $PRICELESS

tonights moment of ( Read more... )

ahh. lovely. pink is lovely ( Read more... )

suicide. maybe sucides the answer. maybe crystal meth?

i give up.

god. i find it so irritating when my parents call me their baby. when my grandma, my uncle, my grandpa ( Read more... )

slept gracefully ( Read more... )