Thanks everyone, i've had such an unexpectedly rejuvenating past few days. I think the best advice that i got was from my ever wise and protective friend Lisa. She reminded me that the beautiful moments that Dallas and i had were mostly my own creation. He lived in a world where he refused to share his sexuality and lifestyle with his loved ones. ( Read more... )

Watching university students do the sad carnival spinning wheel makes me dizzy ( Read more... )

Feeling less like this, every day.


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Work now.. :\
Hope it takes my mind off stuff. I havn't eaten since yesterday and i have absolutely no apetite. I cant even keep down neurofen!

Im sure i'll get hungry thismorning tho.. Work always makes me hungry.

Hope everyone else is good.

and happy birthday Keri!

About an hour ago Dallas let himself in the front door quietly with that neon green key i cut for him. He came down the hallway, must have heard the tv going. Found me in front of it watching some shitty athletics thing in my big comfy yellow recliner. I wasn't surprised that he'd come over. He sort of looked at me then turned around and sunk into ( Read more... )

After reading uglee_mofo's entry about sponsoring a child, i've decided to donate to an animal charity. (dont get me wrong, Children starving to death is horrible and completely worth donating to. However from the point of view of an animal being tested on by humans, a dog that is force fed acid to see whether it has any affect. Much sadder ( Read more... )

http://www.moderndrunkardmagazine.com/issues/06_04/06-04-lost-weekend.htmI love modern drunkard ( Read more... )

Divinyls - When i think about you i touch myself ( Read more... )

I feel strange. My boss showed me a video on his computer today of a man being hit by a car. I think there are very few things that actually snap me out of the day to day coma of work. That was sort of one of them. It was probably because I had a dream last night that a giant bear mauled my brother to death in the desert. He was taunting it in his ( Read more... )

Doing the job hunt thing

this one looks interesting.. and somewhat related to dentistry.:

Colon hydro therapist (no experience needed)
"Water is introduced intermittently in small amounts hydrating whilst loosening faecal plaque and impacted faecal waste matter."

......i'll just keep on looking, yeah?