More difficult than I anticipated.

Aug 23, 2009 14:13

This is sort of a cathartic rant. I hope that getting some of this out will help ( Read more... )

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led_beatles85 August 23 2009, 22:57:08 UTC
A soldier's house without a gun is like an electrician's house without light bulbs.

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__medicate August 24 2009, 11:18:22 UTC
aww jess, this makes me all sad and lonely. Atleast Rick comes back in in 2 weeks. Although I do agree with your momma, you should have come to MI so you had people to spend time with.

This is probably the first entry I have read on here in awhile that has some meaning to it.

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long_goodnite August 25 2009, 02:34:46 UTC
You really should get some friends down there.
What kind of life is it just to see the same person everyday?
I mean, yeah you love him and everything you said above, but he is not the only person in the world.
And if you can't be here with us, you should at least find some substitutes.
Otherwise, you're always going to be more lonely than necessary.

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theglassonion August 25 2009, 05:39:49 UTC
Thank you for being so sensitive. I appreciate it.

But, really, what would be the point of me making friends? "Please, be my friend. I only want to hang out when my husband is gone". That seems pointless to me. He'll be home more than he's gone.

But he called me tonight and I feel less sad. He was finally able to find a calling card. I guess they're hard to find over there. So now I feel better. The whole not hearing from him was what was sucky.

Like I said at the beginning of the entry, it was a rant. I needed to get some thoughts out of my head.

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long_goodnite August 25 2009, 12:11:40 UTC
I didn't mean to be insensitive, really.
But, you don't just want friends just to have friends there?
I would have to find someone to chill with.
I mean, not even couple friends you both can be friends with?
How bout I say friends one more time cause I didn't use it enough in this comment, haha.
I'm just trying to look out for you.
I hate knowing you're just sitting there being sad and all by yourself.
Turning into the pet lady, haha.

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jessismom August 28 2009, 18:42:56 UTC
I don't want you to be sad. I want to make it alright for you ,but I can't.If I could take it away from you I would. It makes me sad that I can't fix it for you. Like when you where small :(

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