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Well, I am back. We went to court already. They dropped all the charges on my sister. I would like to thank all of you who said a prayer on behalf of my sister Susbeth.

Ben, your prayer was heard. *hugs* Thank you.

I just remembered my sister has a court date this week. I am so not looking forward to it. Especially after yesterday. She wanted to move into the room behind me ... because she is jealous that Edith sleeps with me. I demanded that she not move up here and when my mother denied her ... she started to cry. I felt immensely terrible actually. But ( Read more... )

I want to say that I know I put a lot of you through worry the last 2-3 days. I am sorry for being so silly. I realize now that visions are just tricks of the mind. I want to thank you all for your prayers and such. A lot of you gave me a lot of support ... and I love you all. I will seek help from the church elders to help me get better. I know ( Read more... )

Last night was the worst night of my life. I am still recovering from the shock I felt. I must've cried rivers of tears ... because that is what it felt like. I don't want to see anymore. I want this to be taken away from me. However, I know that I'll have this forever ( Read more... )

I am not at all happy. Today has been crazy to say the very least. I get a call from my mother saying that I was asked to volunteer more hours in Cleveland. Oh, lucky me, can't you tell I am ecstatic? Anyway, another weird thing happened today. Some female popped up on AOL ... saying she was drawn to me. She also said she liked for me some reason. ( Read more... )

I have finally recovered. I have decided not to burn myself out. I resume my search in a day or two. Again, I have seen it all already. How was I supposed to know that it would be so strong? I am still learning about myself as time goes on. Now I am glad Nancy taught me the proper way to take care of myself for this kind of thing. I miss her. *sigh ( Read more... )

I am drained today. I should've stayed in bed sleeping. My head feels like it's going to explode. My sleep last night was slightly disturbed. I suppose my mind was on fire. My thoughts were all scrambled but all at once very clear. Last night ... I was illuminated ... and I saw everything. Which explains why I am so tired ... and the slight ( Read more... )

Today was fairly interesting. I won't divulge all the juicy details ... but yes, I had fun. It was one of those moments where I truly love being me. Anyhow, I was true to my word about coloring today. I took out my colored pencils and my coloring pages and colored a few pages. I had my sister do my hair ... which is weird ... but oh well. Well... ( Read more... )